17 Of July Poem by Nouri Queen

The fourteen of July
I open my secret door
To someone I though he will stay for long
I promise ma self
I would neva open that door
Till I see the white light coming from the sky
But I don’t know what happen to me that day
I open it without thinking
Or fear from the future
I wasn’t my self at that moment

He pushes the door toward me
He keep pushing and pushing
I screamed you hurt me
He says do u trust me
I say yes
He says so let me in
I was but
He says don’t be afraid from me
Am your knight
So I let him in without thinking

He came in with a victor look in his eyes
He gives me a smile and say
Don’t be afraid
I told him am not
I know
I should be scared
But I didn’t feel anything
He walks around me with this evil smile on his face
And I knew in that moment
I make the biggest mistake in ma whole life

But even though I didn’t care
Or got scared like I have too
I feel nothing at all
No regrets, no fear, nothing
I don’t know why
But am losing ma self
I closed my eyes for few seconds
Then he was gone
Leaving me alone
With a red rose on the ground