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Worst Summer Of My Life

My body, mind, and soul is so very stressed
My life is on hold, I can't seem to rest

But rest is what I want to do
And sleep away my problems

It so very hard to dig in deep
And think of ways to solve them

Work, family, some personal affection
I only want some balance

I need some clear paths
That will give me some direction

The ADD is killing my brain
Causing daily dizzying pain

The constant criticism
From caring people in my life

Seems to cause nothing
But tension, frustration, and strife

I seem to let everyone down
But mainly myself

I feel like a hoarder
With my life on the shelves

I am depressed, I guess yes
I feel powerless, such a bother

My number one supporter
Has always been my mother

She has been my champion
Always remaining strong like no other

My heart aches so much
When I 'm causing her anguish

She wishes she were dead
Her life extinguished

That I bring so much pain
To everyone it just persists

My mind keeps saying
I don't want to exist

My daughter I love
So very deep and dearly

Her mother wants her lifestyle and money
This had cost me dearly

When i die, my dear daughter will remember
The good times and things funny

She'll know how much I loved her
And not my lack of money

The daily pain is becoming too much
Pills, and medication, daily despair

They sometimes help
But I'm running out of air

Suicide they say
Is a permanent end

To temporary problems
But not all problems mend

I wish there was
A clean painless way

My loved ones may suffer a little
Then there is always a new day

I will be nothing
But buried and turn into dust

All my life dreams gone
love, family, friends, and lust

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