Shayleigh Barnett is just a normal teenage girl who has difficulties in her life just like many others. She's gone through alot of rough patches over the years but still has managed to make it through.She is 15 and still growing, yet, she has found love in her heart and has tryed to work so hard to keep it. People at school bully her and all she wants is peace and to be left alone. Now since her love is gone and she find's there is no purpose in her life; she's changed...now she's found purpose in her life by smoking and driking and hiding her pain. but she just wants help. She just doesn't want people to see who she really is, so she hide's it by doing stupid thing's. Her pain has caused her to do these things and she's out of control. It's like she's someone else. She's tired of trying to make everybody happy, so she's turned into a loner. Now her thought's are all she has left; so she writes.
Something ive learned to keep doing everyday is to keep moving
keep your head held high and keep pushing forth the hurt and the days.
no matter how hard it gets in your life, dont give up.
it may seem to you that everything is just so uncompadable.
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Beans.. oh beans..
You eat them.. you smoke them..
Beans.. oh beans...
The more you smoke.. the bigger the high :)
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Bottled up inside
are the fears of my past.
living with this hurt,
because things never last.
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