Unfortunate Fellow

I lay in a coffin.
Said to be mine,
but the name on the gravestone is one I do not share.
As a ghost I rise above
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Procrastination.
It raised me as if I were kin
It loved me more than anything.
it stuck to my soul
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Truly alone.
There is no one by your side
there never have been
No lover no friends and no kin
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Humanity is a curse,
it is the worst.
If aliens exist, we are them.
To animals we are mutants,
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You put me through so much pain
but it's okay because you don't know.
I feel like I wouldn't be able to continue without you.
We have had many problems but only a few you know.
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I look at this THING I possess
The body they claim to be mine
I try to climb out of this vessel but I am trapped inside
I scream to be set free
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I was just playing in the meadow like any other day,
my mother wanted to show me the man she loved.
It was Mr. Lizard!
Though we had some tough times I made it though the years.
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I stand there while the berate me like usual.
All they know is to yell.
Now I embody the anger.
I used to take it like they wanted me to but now I speak back.
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I watched as the snow melted and spring rose.
I still miss you even though it was years ago.
I would sell my soul just for another day with you.
Hunny, I know you've moved on
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I am not who you see me.
You see me as kind and gentle,
I see myself as obnoxious and harsh so I have to be extra careful with others.
If you saw who I see me as you would throw me away.
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