Wishful Thinking Poem by anthony taylor

Feel so out character from start of my time, Hear my life through voices bout my choices embarrassing times, Try to get better guess I'm lesser than what was implied, I'm not as good as they thought I would've turned out too stressful my time, It's like they saw my future such a loser seemed better at times, Became the too damn strange version of me, 'Why'd i get with the times? ' Still wish I could go back and just rewind, And make the best of choices but I carry all of my time, Feeling till I am deceased I'll steady decline, Just wishing that I was better than what I've been every time