When I Was Younger Poem by Gaeson Caca

When I was younger
People would say what back to me
That's what it was like for he
And girl that is fine with me

Mama told me when I was younger,
That they thought that I drank thunder
Because of my abilities,
And they thought it was wasted on me

Now I'm here all alone
Not a fish, crowd or bone
And girl that is fine with me
I'll just sit here and drink my tea

I guess now that I'm older
I shouldn't tumble over
But I can't, I'm not a bolder
I want to lie on your shoulder
I'll face the fact that I'll stay alone
And I'll cry on my own

Now I say a little prier
But there's no one there to hear
They'll just tell me to go away
And I'm like girl that's not ok

When I get shut down, I bounce on up
Like a girl with her Starbucks cup
In her world that she's happy in
Then what the hell is wrong with me
Why don't I feel that way as in free
I'm just way to snappy

I can't find my place
So, I always just retrace
To back to those goodish olden times
When I wouldn't get no fines

Someone told me when I was younger
About that girl with her big old thunder
She's what I aspired to be
But no I'm just a he

And girl that's fine with me
As long as I'm happy

I've found my happiness in the corner
While I'm here waiting for my order
Big mac and some large chips
I guess I'll order a frosty tip