To My Love Poem by Unfortunate Fellow

You put me through so much pain
but it's okay because you don't know.
I feel like I wouldn't be able to continue without you.
We have had many problems but only a few you know.
I love you.
It hurts and I know you say I can tell you anything
but what if what I say is too far?
Can I tell you I love you,
not platonically?
I am not be good at singing but I'll write you many songs.
I am not good at writing but I'll write about you all day long.
I am not good at most things but I'll do them for you.
All I need is for you to tell me that
You love me romantically.
I know it will never say it,
you have the same fear as me in that way.
What if we aren't made to be dating?
What if friendship is where we should lye?
I've told you I like you and say said you like me too.
Yet we are not more than platonic.
I worry that I'll never be able to be with you in that way
yet I worry what the outcome would be if you did.
You have dating since we have gotten in our platonic relationship
yet I've stayed alone.
We never talked about if we were okay with dating others while we are together.
If our engagement is platonic does that just mean you can date others without talking about it?
I know I should speak about it to you
but I can't get myself to.
I love you.
You are my favorite person.
I don't say that much because I worry I'll overwhelm you.
Even if we end up losing each other, remember
I'll always love you.