Thinking Of Putting Together A Weekly Vlog... Poem by Sebastian Melmoth

Thinking of putting together a weekly vlog
To lay out the goals floating around in my mind
Support from a distance, reaching out to linguistic poetry souls
Social media audience allowed to peek inside
A wordsmith's page, trying to cope with the trials of living
Wisdom recorded truths in a video window frame surrounding my poetic soul
Wouldn't it be great to achieve and believe again?
No longer hiding but popping out to join the living
Sharing the pain to give release out of the pressure cooker of my brain
I cannot sneak away when seeing the audio complimented by my emotional bodily language
The wonder of achieving one step forward or 5 steps backwards
Thank you in advance for not being a critique of my feelings
Thank you for just being you just being kind
I hope to make it through this year, I hope this will help me find me to be fine
Thinking of putting together a weekly vlog? What should I do?