? ? ? ? ? Stressed And Depressed Poem by Brittany Thomas

Today is a new year and a new time
I'm sitting her in 2nd hour about to burst
There is no way in the world anyone should go thru this hurt
Tryna hold bak tears on a life I'm not so proud of
Tryna cope with the fact that even with conpanions I'm alone
My heart I feel is about to pounce outta my chest
Get shot twice and still won't be put to rest
HELP! ! HElP Me please
Im begging you, crying! ! on my hands and knees
Stop going thru the hurt
Leave the pain alone
Let me be, damnit, LEAVE ME ALONE
I'm just a body! ! I'm just f=wordless flesh
Standing dying, tired of being defeated by stress
Damn I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna feel the pain anymore
I may smile, but i don't feel joy rite now
I'm not happy rite now
You look at me and still dont get it
You just don't understand! !
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
Whats wrong with me? /
Why can't you snap out of it Bee?
How come its just impossible to be happy?
One moment I'm good, and then I'm off the ground
I'm stressed, depressed, UNFOUND
Imma lose...damnit......Imma lose!