Sometimes I Wonder Poem by MITALI VERMA

Sometimes, I wonder if you still remember me,
And if you think of me like you once did.
I knew it right away that I ll remember you years from then,
But what I didn't know was what I will remember of you.

Sometimes, I wonder if you still call my name,
Persuade those memories or put them to blame,
Does it make your lips tremble,
Or nastily hides the admirer that you once became.

Sometimes, I wonder what if you meet me someday,
Would you be harsh, or be kind,
In a place full of people who belonged to both of us,
When you let your own heart indoctrinate your mind.

Sometimes, I wonder if your shoulders still tense up,
On that song from 90's bollywood,
And I laugh imagining how you'd switch the radio station,
Because that is the simplest you can, and that would be bravest you should.

Sometimes I wonder if you still turn back in a hope I was there,
Or have you stopped crossing that avalanche of emotions today,
Would you still blush watching me park in that spot,
Or perhaps would save your loyalty from bantering away.

Sometimes, I wonder if you still laugh out loud
Remembering all my jokes,
Or silently hold back yourself in the seat,
Eloping the tease by all your folks.

Sometimes, I wonder if you still have my picture,
And let my gazing eyes pun your attention,
Or have you already learned to break the spell,
Without letting your arrhythmias encase you in prehension.

Sometimes, I wonder what you recall about me,
Do you miss me enough to stray,
Do you feel my presence leary inside you,
Or have you convinced yourself that I am far away.