Solitary Bird Poem by Roxy Kovács

That unfilled feeling,
I just wish for you; you won't ever feel it.
Some kind of suspicion when you feel like the apocalypse is coming,
The gut feeling when you fear, you have nothing.
As the daylight shining through my room,
It changes all, when I see you.
Suddenly the sparks in my eyes are lit,
And I feel all the things I have missed as a kid.
From constantly feeling the need to scream,
Now all I do is feel,
The affection, devotion, greatness,
And I pray for to stop being so reckless.
It all changed this September,
And I thank to God for making me feel better.
As the leaves have fallen down from the trees so quickly,
I've come to learn how to stop being so petty.
And then the grey came, walking in icy ground,
The only thing I wanted is nowhere to be found.
I talked to God, and he listened.
When I feel divergent, I rewind in my head what he said,
"don't be afraid"-
Currently, all I have is my faith.