Relapse Poem by Anonymous Ghurl

Sitting in my bedroom
Blade held in my hand
Haven't cut in two months
More than I can stand
Lower blade to pale skin
Blossoming shades of red
Not sure why I did it
Confused up in my head
Tiny drops of pleasure
Form upon my arm
I know I just hurt me
When I again self-harm
Continue down my body
More patches on my leg
I am a ticking time-bomb
An unstable powder keg
Feeling weak and stupid
On edge of a collapse
I had been in remission
Now I just did relapse