It's Hard To Break Old Habits Poem by Audrey Heller

I think about you often, perhaps more
often, than I should! I know it's not the
best thing to do, as it doesn't do me,
any good. It's hard to break, old habits
as most of us, are aware, so how do
you stop yourself from thinking, when
that someone, is no longer there? You
can tell yourself a thousand times,
you're only hurting yourself, going on
this way. But your heart, doesn't listen,
it just seems, to run away! I often feel,
I'm living in the past, but is that a bad
thing, to do? I'm really very happy, when
I can remember, the pleasant moments,
I shared with you! Just because you're
gone, it doesn't mean you're no longer
a part of me. You were my father, a
wonderful man, as everyone, was able
to see! So I'll not really make a big thing,
if I think about you, as often as I do. I only
hope, in some way, my thoughts, come
through, to you!