I Wish I Never Did Poem by William Ndoyisile Somenze

Love at first sight,
that ceased shining in my eyes like a night.

it darkned in my heart,
after i realised that seeing you passingby my life was actualy a dream and not a new start.

that in which it was like a sword right through my bosom,
arousing infinite affliction deep within me, pain; i felt it blossom,
then i embarked wishing and feeling what i never wished nor felt before, for what i saw in you that affected me has left me reeling

And

breaking as it neither constructed me, nor, as fair as it looked, mended me, in poigance i stood asking, why did i fall for you? for now it is my own falling,

i am left to express what life has made me realise; that loving is like stabbing yourself at heart and writing yourself a death note,

with the inscription that says: if jesus was to rise again and walk on water, may this heart of mine ressurect