I Just Wanna Be Good Enough For Someone Poem by Blaire White

I just wanna be good enough for someone
I just wanna be good enough for you
I think im gonna find a way out
Stomp my bloody organs out
Pound my way out

Of the door
An object used so that you dont hurt me

I thought i was getting better
You said i was getting better
Am i just as bad as i used to be?

Im enough for a stupid robot,
But not real flesh

Because real flesh doesn't want to touch me
Real flesh doesn't want me

I don't feel anyones god lovin touch
I'm in my bed room alone doing things i really shouldn't

The guilty pleasures surround me in the shadows
So I'm texting you right now alone in the dark
Feeling it consume me
Feeling my body crumble and collapse
Begging for this feeling to leave me be