Falling Back Into Reason, Only To Find God As ‚the Incomprehensible‘. Poem by Genova Maaa my mother

This is the highest feeling
which we cannot experience
in any other way
than in the immersion in love.

So soon as we are uplifted and drawn
into our highest feeling,
all our powers stand idle
in an essential fruition;
but our powers do not pass away
into nothingness.

We stand with an inclined spirit,
with open eyes, but without reflection,
so long we can contemplate
and have fruition.

But the very moment
when we seek to prove
and to comprehend what it is
that we feel, we fall back into
reason, and there we find
a distinction and an otherness
between ourselves and God
and find God outside ourselves
in incomprehensibility.