Evergreen Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I feel
to live forever,
to have plenty
of time on
doing things
I want to
stay alone forever
I don't feel
comfortable and safe
to live in
this world
I don't have
any explanation for
my obsessions
One day I
hope to have
the perfect harmony
around me
I'm really greedy
of my freedom
I'm so scared
to lose my
ability of writing
I'm not sure
what I want
because I have
so many contrasting
desires
Nature should rule
the whole universe
No one actually
teaches you to
save or to
live a peaceful
life
I don't agree
with the modern
society because it
is very superficial
I'm searching the
true spirituality
Sometimes everything upsets
and irritates me
There's no big
revelation to know
or to believe
I think modern
problems are unsolvable
I want my
own home and
space