Eternally Myself Poem by Laura arwen

I really need
to live alone
Sometimes I don't
really want to
work
I'm tired that
everything goes wrong
I'm tired of
being afraid or
not being listened
to
I feel anguished
if I can't
express myself
Perhaps the loneliness
of my home
will make me
happy
I like the
snow but it
is a little
problem
I'm working too
much and I'm
mentally and physically
sick
Sometimes I'm tired
to be tired
Sometimes I'm not
happy to dream
Many times I
would like to
have the mind
free from everything
Life is hard
and expendable
I imagine being
the owner of
an isolated house
I want to
drink more caffeine
but my body
doesn't need it
I don't need
the confusion but
I want it
around me
I don't know
exactly who I
am
I feel unsatisfied
and oppressed
I am who
I am