Dark Room Poem by maya crisol

I feel careless...i feel numb...
This hopelesness that has been lurking
Has finally made it's way inside me
Like a nightmare of a clairvuoyant inkling
I awake in the existence of my very fear

Alone in this dark room
I nudged myself to muster a cry
But something's caught in my throat
That won't let not even a sigh...
Verily The worst shall come to the worst!

Paralized by fear
Dependent on circumstances
I am alone, neglected and abandoned
I am well embraced by darkness
My soul it keeps forlorned