Crying A River Poem by toxicity ryan adams

i cry a million tears
knowing ill never have you
we have alot of differences
maturity levels and years
somehow you still attract me
i can say i love you matter-o-factly
im so young
with such a young heart
i like to watch you move
you have such a graceful art
just the way you speak
makes me want to melt
you fill me with this heat
a heat ive never felt
how id love to lay in your arms
forever and always
feeling high without any alarm
only if there were a way
why must i love someone
that cant love me back
you are my happiness and fun
you are the life i lack