Clutter Poem by Maya Hanson

I want your clutter, I want insecurity
I want the safest place I've known
I want a thousand miracles but maybe even better
I want perfect lonely silence sitting next to you

I want to know when you're falling apart
I want worlds to crumble at my feet
I want chills when I realize you're here
I want to say one word to you and know it's enough

I want to tell you everything I want
I want you to listen and breathe and be
I want to hear when you have to pick yourself up
I want you to never have to do it alone

I want you to know that I'm trying to speak
I want you to silence yourself so I can
I want to be the one to start us this time
I want to be the one to blame

I want your clutter, I want your tricks
I want you to stand up and scream
I want one choice and one moment to rewrite this story
I want you to be better than them