Block List? ? Poem by mithilesh yadav

I cared for you
Hardly matters it was love or affection
Or just a fluctuation
I never dreamed but thought of you

Thought for your well being
Your wounds and pains
The seriousness on your face
I wish for your happiness

It would have been converted to chronic
But acute it was, as you showed resistance
It was my innocence
But you labeled as a wit and ironic

No just think it once I actually was not to be here
Here I am feeling very awkward and hurt
No I was never on your contact list though I sincerely tried I would be
But why? Just any reason why I am in your block list? ? ?