Am I Still Alive? Poem by putri indri astuti

i breathe, i run, i jump
my heart is beated
my brain is thinking
but why i cant feel myself?
am i still alive?
or i already die?

i can see myself dying
lost my life, my love, my family
i have broken inside outside
i can see myself dying
i've lost everything that i loved

i can eat, i can sleep, i can kiss
but why i never realize that
i even can't feel that
am i still alive?
or i already die?

i walk alone
without you again by my side
i lost you, i lost myself
am i still alive?
am i still alive?