sounds really great. you are showing your emotions nice. you will have great future in poetry. i invite you to read my poems. as a friendly look.
It sound like you have been through a lot with this lady, hence you can go ahead & make her the happiest woman alive. Your correspondence will be highly appreciated. Have a nice day!
I think this is about people like me, who are trying to be the best that they can be, hence i have lost my personal stuff.
great work of art, i see you show love and passion into poetry.