i am a lone soldier drifting through this world of endless nightmares, i enjoy writing and reading poetry,
i use to post alot online a few years ago before i allowed myself to fall across the line and land right in the center of hell,
looking forward to sharing my work and reading yours,
In the stillness of the night,
Uncertainty grips tight,
Pain pills, meth, and heroin,
Silent killers of kin.
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Sick of the feeling I get
When I don't have you
Tired of the struggle
Always facing it alone.
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In the quiet of the night, guilt creeps in,
A shadow cast by the choices I've made.
Pain pills, oxycodone, oxymorphone, and Xanax,
A cocktail of numbness to escape the pain.
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A cocktail of destruction, a path I walked along.
Each pill swallowed, each hit taken,
A temporary escape from the pain I've been fighting,
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In the shadows, we find our strength,
My Twisted minds, determined at length.
Tweeking our focus, never sleeping,
Window peeping, our secrets keeping.
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