No Reason To Care

my friend has a new guy
he's evil in my eye
it's only been about two weeks
and already her body reeks
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my heart has been broken
and you ask if I love you
what can I love you with
if not my heart?
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you tell me you understand
you tell me I can talk to you
you tell me to trust you
and that you've been put through this too
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I watch you cry
over this same guy
day and night
filled with fright
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The image is stacking in your head
Your sister’s lifeless body cold and dead
Tears streaming down your cheeks
The smell of her body reeks
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with a break of the heart
there's a break of the mind
you somehow lose yourself
it's like there's nothing to find
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I hope
I know it's stupid to hope
it always seems so pointless
so useless
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caring

loving
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it's ok to cry
it's ok to scream
it's ok to be shy
it's ok to be mean
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your fire
I'm ice
your mean
I'm nice
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I am Fire
you are Ice
I am mean
you are nice
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erase Me
forget Me
dropp Me
lose Me
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before you leave
I have one wish
just end my life
let me be done with this
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I can't think of what to do
I'm sitting here crying
Over you
Your leaving me
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Pull me into your arms and hold on tight
my head on your chest
This feels so right
Your breath on my neck and a chill down my spine
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I found myself smiling
for the first time in a long while
because I realized
id soon be walking down the aisle
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although he is dark I can't stay away
the pull to be near him gats stronger each day
no matter the troubles
no matter the risks
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If I cry
will you hear?
If I scream
will you come?
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I like the dark it keeps me sane
it wipes away my tears
and pushes away the pain
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tears roll down my face
drip, drip, drip

that's all I hear as the tears fall
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