Activities of Axley Jade Blaze

I fell asleep,
And couldn't wake up
Now in this nightmare,
I think I am stuck
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Do you want a happy poem?
Do you want a delightful song?
Do you want me to admit
That all my choices were wrong?
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CHAPTER 28

I don't know how I feel now
I feel so unreal now
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Angels & Demons
Mania & Depression
Feeling Insane
Lost, soulless expression
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Your search for the truth
Do you want the pinnacle of my story?
How I became so cynical?
What drove me to the needle,
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You're killing me
No will is left in me
But, all you say, all you see
Is someone you hate, who the hell
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The way that child asked to play
Oh, I know you remember that day!
I know you'll (forever) hear them say:
"Let's play, come on, let's play."
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THE COST OF LIVING

Innocence, conception
First-born
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It was his raw, sexual magnetism that drew me in, initially.
He was on sexual fire, and even I comprehended that much. His eyes were magnetic and hungry. I felt they could burn a hole through me, make me cum with just a glance.
But slowly, it became something more, something larger, something that would continue to grow and expand into an unfathomable longing, a secret longing, wanting something you can never really have.
I adored things, like his sharp, beautiful bone structure, particularly, his cheekbones, and his full, pretty mouth, a mouth so pretty and pouty it should belong to a girl.
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MARY; ME?

Drench me with your holy water,
From that sacred (but honestly delectable) holy spout!
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