Natalie Nicole Story Biography

there's a split inside of me
part of me wants to fight and kick and scream and throw you outside
but the winning majority seems to appreciate letting you come in and hide
...

...no...
we agreed this wouldn't happen
you touch me anyway
you touch yourself
...

I'm sorry dear...to disappoint you
...I'm sorry I didn't live
...I'm sorry
please know I love you
...

..it was better...
at least it felt like so...
for but a moment
in never present time
...

Pebbles
under my feet
in between my toes
I wiggle them
...