Activities of Matthieu (Mateo) Belinski

My Secret Love♡

I want to share my feelings
And I don't know how to start
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You make me wanna write. Write about a blessing that we received. About lifes unexpected changes that occur as a next door is always ready to open and when ur least expecting it. Write about how much of a special woman you are. About how much of an opportunity we were afforded and had been granted to be that special couple that we've dreamt about for years. We have wanted, longed and prayed for the opportunity to have that special unconditional love. You make me wanna write about what our future could look like. You make me wanna write but princess it's already written. Written in my heart.

M. Belinski
15March2025
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Kyra;
I want to share my feelings
And I don't know how to start
But every single word I say
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i just met you this i know
but our conversation has a joyous flow
you speak your mind
and i'll speak mine
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First Timer's in Maine
So beautiful!
Portland- very nice
Big city - great food city
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It's been a very long six years, day and night I still have tears... I try and try not to cry but the pain of your absence still makes me sigh..... You are my light and I wish I could hug you tight. Lastnight I had this dream that you and I were sitting by the stream....... You looked at me as I began to cry and said 'it's ok son; now hold your head up high'. Don't worry bout me because I am pain free.. Just remember son that I love you and this is nothing new.... I have to go now but I'll always be here when you need my ear... Now please wipe away the tears that you've bottled up all these years and remember, its how you lead your life and how you treat your wife'.... It was then that I looked up and and only saw a trace of your face..... I love you Dad....

George Beau Belinski
May 4,1947- April 15,2006
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Who would of thought that wind and rain
Could cause so much damage and
bring so much pain.
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The saddest things in life
are missed opportunities,
The hardest thing in life
seems to be 'truth',
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It's been a very long six years, day and night I still have tears... I try and try not to cry but the pain of your absence still makes me sigh..... You are my light and I wish I could hug you tight. Lastnight I had this dream that you and I were sitting by the stream....... You looked at me as I began to cry and said 'it's ok son; now hold your head up high'. Don't worry bout me because I am pain free.. Just remember son that I love you and this is nothing new.... I have to go now but I'll always be here when you need my ear... Now please wipe away the tears that you've bottled up all these years and remember, its how you lead your life and how you treat your wife'.... It was then that I looked up and and only saw a trace of your face..... I love you Dad....

Matthieu (Mateo) Belinski
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If I could I would nail these hands to the edges of stars. I would sacrifice this body to the sky hoping to resurrect as someone spiteful enough to not care about you anymore.

Staple me to a cross. Pierce my side with a broken promise and I will bleed out all the crippled reasons why you deserve one more chance.
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