In this complicated life
I have something in my heart
I don't know what it is
And I don't know where to start
...
I sleep in the dark
To hide all my tears
No longer filled
With little girl fears
...
I dream of the moon and the stars
But alas they can't be mine
Like chasing an endless horizon
My heart untiringly yearns
...
The Weight Of The Unnamed
In this complicated life
I have something in my heart
I don't know what it is
And I don't know where to start
It's not love, nor is it pain
But a hollowness that remains
A grief that gnaws, a sorrow that clings
A weight that presses, a heart that sings
In silence, I scream, in darkness, I search
For a solace that's lost, a comfort that's scarce
A pain that's formless, a wound that's unseen
A hurt that's nameless, a scar that's unclean
It's the echo of a shattered dream
The whisper of a forgotten scream
A pain that's incomprehensible, a sorrow unspoken
A heart that's broken, a soul that's forsaken