Zunda Wezi Chibwe

fire burnt with desire,
emotion finaly to retaire,
the sound of the song so sweet,
its dance so easy on two feet,
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I will never kno how much she loves me,
She worries about me even more than I do myself,
Super woman the hidden strength of my character,
If I could have even quarter the strength, will, courage
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My ego broken,
My intelligence and humor insulted,
My whole being insulted! ! !
My mind tormented,
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Where do I stand in your life,
How do u regard me,
What do u see as wrong or right,
How do u feel when u think of me,
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Is there a specific reason I am the way I am?
Sometimes I feel the need to run,
Away from my thoughts,
Away from my mind's host,
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I love you more each day,
Though the distance between us is great to my
dismay,
The thought of your intimate stare that breaks through
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Faces passing,
Time withstanding,
Fire burning,
Wind blowing,
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I hear her name in my heart beat,
When am with her we leave the whole world and dance where the horizons meet,
Her sweet smile forever imprinted in my best memories,
Her laughter the best remedy for my worries,
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This here was my utopia,
A place I came to speak words that made me inferior,
A place of reflection and recollection,
A place of judgement and revelation,
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The realization moment
It's in the wake of loss of time that we realize our flaws,
The charactoral defects that give our personality that huge blow,
Am too greedy, am too rude, am too cheesy, am too prude,
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Desperately trying to get to the surface,
To find my way back to the real face,
So lost touch and identity,
All that together with my integrity,
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Emotionally dead,
All happiness dreaded,
Can't really sleep without thinking why,
Kept my cool smiled and waved only because I had no idea what to say,
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Am going heartless,
At first I was in love senseless,
She is a beauty canning and amazing,
My problem is quite disheartening,
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You make me feel mush mellow inside,
Making me smile like an idiot i can't even hide,
Undoubtedly my i am in love with you its incredible,
How can i not be when your beauty is so incomparable,
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I feel she is now looking at other options,
I have created a rift due to the lack of caution,
And my reckless thoughtless actions,
Now my love has doubts and i know she will never admit it to my face,
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I haven't had the chance to put my feelings in poetry,
This is an insult and a mockery of my creativity,
Let me lay it down as factual as possible,
The love we share is incredible,
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I feel so crushed and alone,
An orphan left to fend for survival,
My world is crushing down on me,
I don't see a way out I'm running out of air I can't breath,
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my writing is usually situational,
truth, original and deep, emotional,
i like to take life casual,
with every bit of my strength i try to make happiness
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where did you go,
its been so long,
and i miss you so,
i cant fill this hole,
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M confused,
in my mind i refused,
but my only option was letting go,
tired of thinking to and fro,
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