Myself I wanted to kill,
So I swallowed those pills.
I, then, took a sip of water.
...
Trying so hard to cover it.
Live my life and get over it.
My hands r shaking, n so is my faith.
...
He walked through the door.
He's here, no more.
He's cut in the core.
...
Regret n fears
Moving on with tears
Getting severe
Then, drinking beer
...
Lost It All
U broke my heart, took my life n I lost it all
Lost it all
Knew there were wolves it was cold n I would fall
Lost it all
Coz I didn't care or even share I wanted to have it all
Lost it all
Weeping eyes, shattered heart n a low wakeup call
Lost it all
Numbed my heart n hit my head against the wall
Lost it all
If going insane will kill the pain then let it bawl
Lost it all
'U saw me cry, n almost die' on the floor, I crawl
I deserve all the pain n to lose it all
Coz u loved me n I loved me for no reason at all