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I paused,
it was your smile, I think.

I paused,
...

I saw you like I did years ago
You looked a lot better than before
but your eyes carry the same glow
only, you do not look at me anymore.
...

I want to have a tour
In a museum of broken hearts
Of shattered promises
Of crumbled hopes
...

Not gonna lie in bed
Not until you stop lying to me
Not gonna close my eyes
Not until these wounds close themselves
...

You contaminate my head
just after the clock
strikes twelve
in the morning.
...

I was beyond happy
but it all turned down
I hoped
but it's all in vain
...

I died long ago
When i had my first cry
Just after you said goodbye
So I wonder why
...

...

Always in search for you
But am I fooling myself?
When it's clear my eyes could never find
a soul that intentionally hides
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This heart is fond of hide and seek
Counting its ways 'til number ten
'Are you ready? ', this i speak
But this question's for me to answer
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Smoke and fog clouded up my mind
Thinking of our own denouement
Counting scars behind
Trying to absorb an endless dilemma
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Tired of writing and rewriting
On this piece of paper I'm holding
Through these scribbles I'm shouting
Trying to relieve this aching
...

Iniisip ko pa rin
Kung paano tayo nag-umpisa
Kung paano tayo natapos
At lahat ng nasa gitna.
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I digged into her like a well
And found out she's deeper than hell
She's something I couldn't really define
Couldn't even draw her as a symbol nor as a sign
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You're too good to be mine
Too early to dive below the line
But maybe someone better for you awaits
And maybe there's a myriad of open gates
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Come on let's play a game
Pretend this as the sweetest sin
I'll give you cards and a dice
You've got to play them nice
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When I grow old and then forget
When I grow old and then forget,
Fear not, for a heart remembers.
When I grow old and then forget,
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Someday, someone
Will hold your hands
And kiss your lips
Like he never even cared
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