VUSI CHRIS VENUS MALALA

Two decades of life passed by
deep inside me the decaying thought of destiny is revived.
240 months,1680 weeks I've been breathing and living.
I'm one of a supernatural breed.
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As the stars & the moon take o'er from the sun
Love takes its stand
Slowly with the eyes closed, it sparks
Almost impossible to express.
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Not always true but cool
Not always good but brute
This is all painted on the face of an accused man
They made him do it but no one justified it.
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To others it brings fame, fortune and opportunity
To others it’ s shameful
Trauma and horror is what it brings
All in the hands of South Africans
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The image of my heart as seen through my actions and wishes for the future. The heart engravery that is seen from distant horizons and stretches further than the rays of the sun. It is everyone's dream but only a few are willing to go that far to reach for their dreams.

So it is my wish to survive and to tell it to the world that the silhouette of my heart signals peace and the desire to be happy. This is my wish-list
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A journey it has been, memories have been created
friends and enemies have been created
It's that time when one doesn't know either to stop or to keep going
It's not the end of the road, it just the beginning of a long one
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Listening with the mind and not with the intriguing imaginations
set your heart at ease and let the body configurations
find its inner strength
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Had to be born first
Move here, stay there. Move on &move over
Study and be steady.
Get that life
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Alone on my own I stand on the edge of a valley, were I look at the distant horizon.
A perfect glimpse at the shadow that stretched far long behind me.
Shadowed memories of what was once a norm, FREEDOM for ALL.
The feeling of being lonely weakens the inner me,
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WHEN THE DAY PASSED, I WAS LEFT WANDERING
NOT KNOWING WHERE TO TURN TO AND WHO TO CALL.
AS THE DARK AVAILED IN THE FACE OF THE EARTH
I WAS ALONE, DUST CLOUDED MY VISION & SEEMED LIKE I WAS LOOSING MY MISSION BUT I TRIED TO BE STRONG FOR MYSELF AND ALL I SEE WERE PEOPLE MISJUDGING ME LIKE I WAS WRONG...
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What am I to have your love?
Who am I to have your heart?
Who am I to gain your trust?
Is it love or it's just lust?
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The look in thine eyes,
The smile in thy face
All of a sudden it melts as if wax is heated.
very mysterious
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The feeling of being lonely weakens the inner me What more can there be, if not the darkness in my eyes?
The feeling of the world on top of my shoulders, is only when I'm on top of the world
It's like everyone has turned their backs on me
But its me leaving them.
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How will you know they were genuine...
if he disrespects you?
if he assault you?
He's not good but...
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Today I look up at the stars and smile
This may be the only way I see you
You may be distant, but your heart will never be.
I see you in my dreams everytime
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I always wanted to have you.
You were the 'BEST'
I don't regret any day with you,
but today it's all gone.
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True love as promised
Each day brings something new.
Today I am a man, standing my grounds
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Alone on my own I stand alone on the edge of a valley, were I look at the distant mountains were the orange-brown disc known as the sun sets to give birth to multiple diamonds.

A perfect glimpse at the shadow that stretched far long behind me.
It never changes it's appearence but only its direction. I was sure I left it but it caught up with me. I may run away but not from it. It's part of me. It's my past.
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Ever asked yourself about how many people you care for, yet they don't. How many people you give your shoulder to cry on but they won't give you theirs in return.

How many people you've helped but they won't help you? What about those you love but can't love you back...
I'm low without a flow. But still I ask: how many people you have forgiven, yet they won't forgive you & how many times do you have to forgive?
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A precious luck that fellfrom the sky
to ease my life with love
sets to seize my happiness and
I vow not to cease in loving thee,
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