growing out of a shatterd dream Poems

You say you dont break your promises
You lied
You promised not to hurt me
You did
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Do you have any Idea
Do you know the pain you cause me?
Do you know how much I care for you?
Do you know how much I fear for your safety?
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You finally did it do you feel
Good about yourself
I hope you do because
it took you two years to do it
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i fear the change that is occuring in me i dont know how to stop it
i fear that i trust too much
i fear that i love to much
i fear that i will fall too hard
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i fear the phone will rign and tell me you wont come home
the voice on the line will say the car crashed he died
on the way to the hospital
i fear that drink will be your last
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I trusted you

I loved you I thought you loved me too
You wanted magic I am magic I showed you
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I did things your way
You didn’t want to swim
We didn’t swim
You didn’t want me chillen with guys
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My secret makes me pace
The tears stream down my face
I put my fears at bay for just one day
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