Vianka Polis

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All this agony I fetched amongst myself 

No fingers to situate for my poor health

My gashes a commodity so slight

The man who belabored promised “I won’t bite”

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We both refused to acknowledge every wrong.
You wore me and I maintained strong.
I'm so used to it, it didn't hurt to say.
It never turned out any other way.
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The day's devour themselves passing the time by sleeping
Every day the Graeae come for a reaping
Puffing on tree to obliterate the past
Alcohol and red-bull imbibed fast
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The physical embodiment of being entrapped inside the trenches of the four walls became a regular
Adult 'parent' figures turn into mentally insane driven creatures
Rebellion turned into a mental must
Sneaking out of windows and lying over the phone
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The pain creeps over your soul and embeds into your crevices
The heart aches and sobs because carrying that pain around changes a person
It takes the enjoyment out of life making simple tasks so difficult to do
The little things stab you in the chest
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My angel whispered into my ear
He attempted to beseech on why his child endured such a great deal of misery
I bid to him that I gravitated with the sadness
The head-most instance my heart brindled was the moment you left me
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Vianka Polis Biography

I was born and raised in Michigan; Madison Heights to be exact. I come from a family who never had much. We still have to work hard until this day to receive what we need. I lived in a small one-bedroom apartment with both parents and a younger brother. We eventually moved up to Sterling Heights when I entered 3rd grade. I finally had my own bedroom and a backyard. I started writing for fun at first at the age of 11. Realizing even at 11 the world was no longer a place of safety and comfort. I released all my emotion into my works. I hope to one day be recognized.)

The Best Poem Of Vianka Polis

Torment

All this agony I fetched amongst myself 

No fingers to situate for my poor health

My gashes a commodity so slight

The man who belabored promised “I won’t bite”

Love befell all that I sought

My parents’ adoration was never a thought

I had only an oblivion in order to be beat

I always regarded myself to never reach any feet

I smoked until I commemorated nothing

The food I devoured until I perceived disgusting 

Cigarette smoke engulfed my throat
My lungs I dearly endeavored to demote

It hightailed from one to two
The packs I shifted so quickly through
Quickening my death

Anteriorly to my last breath

The morning where it all changed 

The dawn in which he arranged

I beamed into his beguiling honey-brown gaze 

Beforehand I assumed it was another phase 
The hope advanced as the season did

Thoughts of severing my wrists slid

I gave a glisten of hope, a sign 

All he wanted to acknowledge was that he was mine

He was and I acquired full advantage 

Everything we created I evoked damage 

I was optimistic and miserable all at once 

We conversed but his brain tried refusing full allowance 

It teared him to hear I loved and cared

He believed nothing to beheld there 

I lay wakeful throat battered from binding tears 

Wishing I only seized my life following all the years

Only 8 and I apprehended god would not permit me into heaven 

My optimism on living barely reached 11

My wrists throbbing to relapse 

All he fixed was beginning to prolapse

I took his heart and all he can think is regret

His amatory potential ridden brunette 

He’s all I can rely on 

He looks upon me as if I was the devil's spawn 

Although to him it might racket as a compliment

My brain craved to inflict self-torment

I looked to be cherished all in the wrong place

From the beginning I should have fathomed he was my ace 

He gave me spark to bestow myself a chance

How could I have done that; when he looked to me it was a teary glance 

Marijuana not planted into my receptors because it was no longer capered necessary

Soon my unannounced pill addiction I became unwary 

Drugs no longer diverted a roll

Breaking him only pierced me a capacious hole 

All the thoughts disposed back 

The addictions pursued an attack 

I propelled them away 

Preceding forward I prized to stay

Vianka Polis Comments

Tom Kalasho 16 September 2020

You are recognized, unique and a heart of gold, the only problem is you are too kind for unworthy people that are unappreciative and undeserving. My Advice is stay close to your family, and put everyone else to a test, the test they need to prove themselves they are worthy, & loyal as you are to them. God bless.

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I knew I loved you more because I always tip-toed and kept quiet while you rested soundly. When I slept, you bashed your feet and clashed pans while I stood awake.

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