Vanessa Kurtz

Creatures of the dark,
Here to leave our mark,
Sink our fangs in deep,
Your won’t make a peep,
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In my dreams, there are devil’s haunting my soul.
Descending me slowly into hell is they’re goal.
Lying, cheating, killing,
Deceiving, stealing.
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I don't write to be heard,
I don't write to be known,
I write to release my emotions.
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Why tell me you love me when I know you’re lying
You’re always lying to me, everything you’ve ever said
All lies, that’s all that ever slithers outta your mouth
I trusted you, I believed in you and it was all a lie
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Deep in my heart there’s eternal bleeding,
There are wounds that never heal,
All the blood is from needing,
A true love, that is real.
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Ever wonder why I’m driven to drink
Maybe cuz it takes away my ability to think
I don’t have to worry about anything you say
Worrying about you ruining my day
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There are many challenges in our lives,
Judgments of our strength.
Some people fail and others survive,
Depends on test-type and length.
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When I wake up and everything’s going great
I know it won’t last, it’s just my fate.
I try to have a positive outlook on life,
But it’s hard when mine’s full of pain and strife.
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My head is killing me, cuz it’s speeding,
I barely even realize that my wrists are bleeding.
Seeing the blood, slowly trickling down, along my arms,
Should mean something, should raise an alarm.
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Eventually you meet a man that's right,
He'll stay and hug you through the night.
When you're upset and crying,
and thinking of ways of dieing,
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In the corridors of my mind…
Voices speaking
Voices shrieking
Voices seeking
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The real me, I hardly ever let show,
The real me, I never let people get to know,
The real me, has green eyes,
The real me, hates telling lies,
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A razorblade in one hand,
Thirty pills in the other.
Listening to my favorite band,
Singing about killing another.
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Your hurtful words cut like a knife,
Your actions skinned me to within an inch of my life.
For you, my love was strong and true,
You were the one for me, I just knew.
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Many people don't know if they
Are ready for marriage,
Ready to accept the responsibility of a lover,
Ready to be there for each other,
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The doors are open,
the light is bright,
my dreams come true,
when I look at you,
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I always get left out;
always pushed out of the way.
By my 'friends, ' I'm tossed about
each and every single day.
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Don't let your passion fade,
keep building it up everyday.
Soon we will be together,
we'll be each others for forever.
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Feeling a blade slice through my wrist,
A handful of pills in the other fist.
Lying in a corner, blood everywhere
People passing me, but they don’t care.
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You were here today and gone tomorrow,
Thinking of you fills my heart with sorrow.
Knowing what could have been but was lost
Not knowing how much life it cost
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