Tina P..

from the start we knew
words heartfelt and true

you showed me left, i showed you right
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used and abused
its how we do
overcoming it can be stressful
but thats all up to you
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With each memory
a hidden secret is released
every haunting and painful thought
heals the wounds of the future
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Funny how a simple day
can drain all good
replace it with sorrow and pain
leave you high and dry
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Where are you now
in this moment of dispare
you said you'd save me
but so far
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hind sight always clear
i look back
you didnt ask for much
giving me attention first
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Seeing her cry
being upset
wanting to die
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Pounding thunder ringing in my ears
Rain pouring down like sheets
Lightening flashes across the sky
Showing your face for a moment
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Killing me from deep within
are thoughts of you
throwing me into the fire
burning alive without you
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trust never an issue
always seeing the good in you
but yesterday i saw these eyes
you have them too
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I'm crying on the inside
because I see the perfect couple
so madly in love after many hard years
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Can you tell me what love is
can you show me how it works
i have been torn so badly
can you stitch me back up
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past keeps becoming what is now present
sitting beneath the tree in its shadow of fear
a need to walk in the light once more
hands reaching out to what used to seem so near
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I believe in God
and in my family
I believe in happiness
and the love deep in me
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words spill out
another wrong thing said
silence setting in
no point in speaking again
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walking down the road
coming to an intersection
many choices to take
only one is best for you
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The weight of an anchor holds the ship in place.
Not letting it drift back, and stopping it from racing ahead.
Peaceful doves dropp tiny hints,
Telling the captain to go forward and leave the anchor behind.
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Beauty is shown in many forms.
It is held in the eye of the beholder.
But what happens when all the beholder can see is the beauty, and not one flaw?
The goodness and kindness of a person is held deep within their heart.
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Full of choices
defeated by your own
each day is a step downward
all emotion is shown
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I guess when you truly care about someone, the best thing to do is make sure they are happy first. Even if it might mean giving them up and letting them leave. I was put on this earth for a purpose, but sometimes I have no idea what it is. I need something more in my life. 'If you show me heaven, I will meet you there.'
Do you ever just wonder what it would be like if you made a different decision? I wonder what would have happened if I never talked to him.
Have you ever felt so happy, then it was all taken away in a flash? Just because you want something to happen, doesn't mean others will help you.
How do you know how to live? Its not something you are taught. Its something you learn as you go along.
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