Tiara Neal

Tiara Neal Poems

I wish it would change.

The urge to cut my self.
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Yesterday I tried to commit suicide..
The good news is..I didnt succeed..
You dont know how much I tried..
And cut just to watch my arm bleed..
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Heartbreak.
Something I know to much about.
Thinking you would never break my heart.
But sure enough you did with out a doubt.
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Shes starring at the ceiling.
With her hand to her face.
Wondering what put her in this god for saking place.
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smiling to the stars

my arm so red
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As blank as a board.

As long as that mile.
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7.

Love

Crying so much
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8.

D-ying to live.
A-nxious to die.
N-ever feeling better.
C-an't see the light.
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9.

Why are you killing me.
I told you to stop.
Why won't you listen to me.
I tried and I fought.
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I hate the thought of you being with someone else
Your supposed to be mine and only mine

I wanted it to be forever
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I loved you with all my heart.
But now everythings so twisted.
When we broke apart.
I still wished for your kisses.
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Forceful, thin, deep, yet alive.
Pretty Cuts lined up side by side.
Nice and straight, not to long or short.
Forget about life and letting it take its course.
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Just kill me...get it over with..
Stop holding me here...longing for this..
You let me go...so let me die..
Alone without you...by my side..
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14.

My love for you burns me up.
Helps me out by opening the door I shut.
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15.

In my dreams im with you.
I wish you were with me.
Everyday I need you.
But you dont need me.
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16.

Now hes gone..never to return..
So I say so long..as my heart begins to burn...
I want everything good for him..
But he obviously doesnt want it for me..
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How he smiles and *blinks*
Makes her heart melt then shrinks
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She knew she wanted to hurt herself.
She would do anything and try her best.
Sucking up what ever was left.
Everybody knew it.
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What she thinks is the best..very simple and straight.
She could care less..of what people thought was fake.
Put in to patterns..laid across her arm.
From the begining that one made it a charm.
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Fast running blood..let it flow free.
Look at what happens with no love..be calm and let it be.
Tight, random lines..spread through out her arm.
I guess its better than dying..but if you only knew the harm.
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Tiara Neal Biography

Well, my name is Tiara and I'm 16. I use to alwyas think of bad before good but now thats sorta chaniging I grew up with my mother doing drugs. It didn't really bother me until I got older. The result..cutting. Me and my older brother David would always leave to go to his friends house because he didn't want me around her while she did it. I love him to death.. but he use to molest me.. We did everything together.. i guess then it didnt fase me that what he was doin was wrong. We would always have fun.. He cared for me so much. But now he lives in Mass. with his girlfriend and they have a baby so I can't take him from that. So now I live with my aunt because I can't take living with someone I know does drugs. I visit my younger brother and my three sisters on the weekends but that doesn't stop my mother from getting what she wants. I don't think that she likes me very much, but not living with my family sort of hurts. So I am glad I get to see them on the weekends. I found a beautiful guy. who i love.. so much.. he maeks me happy everyday.. im so glad i found him. wel thats me)

The Best Poem Of Tiara Neal

I Wish It Would Change

I wish it would change.

The urge to cut my self.

I wish it would change.

This pain that is felt.

I wish it would change.

So i write it all down.

I wish it would change.

Wearing my blank lifeless frown.

I wish it would change.

Crying everyday.

I wish it would change.

Not having any thing to say.

I wish it would change.

So I don't have to write poems.

I wish it would change.

And wish everbody knew them.

I wish it would change.

I'm just trying to fight it.

I wish it would change.

Everyday trying to hide it.

I wish it would change.

My sorrow, My pain.

I wish it would change.

It's getting worst everday.

Tiara Neal Comments

Rhianon POPE 25 August 2006

i don't get it why is the almost first thing you say 'my mother does drugs'? ? ? ? ? ? that doesn't define you as a person...

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Catastrophe King 05 August 2006

I read about 5-6 poems of her and she is a talent. At your age, if you nurture this - you could be an envy to the other poets.. Keep it up and my best wishes. I also read your Biography and I feel I do have the position to comment on it; but I could definitely pray to my GOD for your happiness... Bless you!

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A great writer who writes exactly what she thinks. You rock Tiara, keep writing what ever you do. Rissa: -)

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