Thapelo Lebesa

At times i thought i was bad,
but you told me not to be sad,
I wanted to stick a knife through my heart,
then you said thats not the way to start.
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My heart bleeds for peace,
my heart seeks for tenderness in the lost kiss,
my heart cries out to the sky,
my heart beats simultaneasly before i die.
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DEAR GOD

I hope this letter finds its way to you,
Because I have a lot to confess to you,
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Hold my hand and tell me everything will be okay,
hold my hand until the next day,
hold my hand and kiss me on the neck,
hold my hand and don't ever look back.
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I trusted her with my heart,
But I guess that wasn't so smart,
She took it with an open arm,
And told me there is no harm.
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The one I miss,
is miles away from my kiss,
but what kind of love is this,
filled with unloyalty and bliss.
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*allow me to take me something off my mental*

I
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They say an apple doesn't fall far from the tree,
Give me a pen and paper and I will show you who I was truly meant to be,
An african child,
Young with an imagination running wild,
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Death is near,
my heart is filled with fear,
it creeps through my trap door,
with silent steps on the wooden floor.
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Everytime I pray,
i know the Lord will not delay,
because at the end of the day,
he tells me what to say.
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In the mist of the blue moon I dream,
with thoughts so pure like a golden stream,
I see myself as a star,
being born to shine very far.
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You ask me how I feel and I tell you...
I feel like the world is coming to an end,
I feel like I am loosing you my bestfriend,
If the gates of hell were to open I'd jump right in,
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You said to me don't cry,
On the day you wanted to die,
But my feelings could not lie,
Then your eyes went dry.
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The demons i face,
Are right infront of my face,
In times of pleasure they are around,
But in times of need they are no where to be found.
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I like the girls who are confident and play hard to get,
the ones who live life without regret,
the ones who party like there is no tomorrow,
walking around without pain worries and sorrow,
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Show me your face and  let me not be a foreigner in my own body,
For my world without you would tremble right before my feet,
So i need you right beside me every moment of my heart beat,
LORD your grace for me is enough,
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