Suicidal Happiness Poems

Rumours that you believe
The things that you perceive
I never lied to you I swear
And your silence is hard to bare
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I miss you my mother dear
All I wanted was for you to be here
But your never here, your always gone
And you have been gone for so long
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Let's swim out past the borders and watch the world die
Suffocate in misery and forever question why
When angels deserve to die and we both fell from heaven
But we hit the world to hard and know we are the burden
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Walking up the creaking stair case that leads me to my fate
Each step inching closer until I can’t turn back it’s too late
My feet are heavy and my breath grows faster
In this moment I have a clarity of this life that is stuck in this disaster
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Depression, darkness, beautiful friend of mine
You and I froze, never changing, just growing older with time
Love is mine and yet it is yours
Never regrated you ever before
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Leave me alone, so dead, so cold.
I’m so young but my perceptions are old
I believe in self-righteous suicide
I believe that I will never be alright
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Happiness prevails and turns into nothing
Killing pains that tell me it’s something
We tend to lie just to save face
But no matter how much I try, I’ll always be your disgrace
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So unwanted and unworthy
You can lie if you want to but you don’t want me
You look so cold and you look so dead
The last time you looked at me that is what you said
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Broken Happiness that never existed
When you didn’t have something to begin with you don’t really miss it
Hatred in painful but pain is life
I cut my heart with the tip of a knife
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I want to be pretty and not have to hide my scars
I want to be skinny, like all the wanted girls are
I don’t want my desires to exist in my mind
I don’t want my heart to disinagrate over time
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