Suicidal Happiness Poems

Mother dearest doesn’t want me
I’m never what she wants me to be
Mother dearest wishes me dead
She wants me to take back all I have said
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Butterflies in the meadow
Unicorns snorting cocaine
Silence makes it easy to listen to the echoes
Of broken and insane
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Well what a great day
As the tears I cry fade away
What am I here for?
I don’t feel like I can take this anymore
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Green sheets and the sweet soft pillows to lay my head
All I want is to lie on my double bed
I want to fall asleep and just get away
Mum and dad always having arguments
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Visions ecstasy fades to black
It’s hard because your sight doesn’t come back
Memories come and memories fade
Even if I had everything in the world I can’t be saved
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The tears on my face
The worlds disgrace
Forever yours
Lost cause
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Oh darling girl, sweet sixteen
Walking alone what a movie scene
Going to see her sad girl
The one she said was her world
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I love you, you hate me
I have to stop pretending that something could be
I had my chance; I know I screwed it up
But the silence from you feels like a cut
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You and I together
For you I will die forever
I know I want you to be mine
Forever and always in eternity time
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Everybody dies but not everyone ever lives
When everyone else takes everything from you and you have nothing left to give
The world starts to fall burning to the ashes
All sanity built shakes and crashes
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