Arline Richards Poems

why do sometimes i feel ignored,
so ignored that i can hear my own voice screaming out for someone to talk to,
sometmes i feel like my friends arent my friends,
when im ignored im ignored from the world,
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I AM FAT, UGLY, PATHETIC NOT WORTH ANYTHING,
AT LEAST THATS WHAT I GET TOLD EVERYDAY AND PEOPLE WANDER WHY IM SO QUITE,
IM SO QUITE CUZ IF I SPEAK A WORD THERE ARE JUST GOING TO BE TEARS COMING DOWN,
I FEEL UNLOVED AND HATED SO I CONTINUE TO BE QUITE ECEPT THROUGH MY WRITTING,
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judgement comes,
judgement goes,
judgement is all over the world,
but why i ask,
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i have a fear and its a fear most people don't have,
i have the fear of being wanted,
day in and day out i have lived my life by myself with no one to hold and no one to hug,
so now i have a fear of being wanted,
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what would u call a friend?
a friend by definition is anyone who is always there for u and who is always ganna have ur back,
every single one of my friends are what makes me want to come to school everyday,
they just have there own uniqueness about them,
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Everday I sit up and wait,
Waiting for my one true love,
Somedays I feel like I am loved to hate,
However somedays I just wish I coud fly away as free as a dove,
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i sit around everyday and seeing people staring at me real hard,
everywhere in the buildings, offices and court yard,
wandering why i am the way i look,
with all the pain and sadness i had to shook,
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I dont know what i dream
i dont know where to go,
I know that nothing is what it seems
All the pain and sadness i took out on my body
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I look into the eyes of yours and wander why,
To have special feelings and unknown wanting fanasies to try,
You see whats in my heart and know its true,
I love every moment I am close to you,
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Cut me, cut me, im ready to die,
don't know what to do just stay numb or cry,
these cuts and wounds will heal,
I have no life, not anything, nothing real,
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