Pure Evil Poem by CHARMAINE SIMPSON

You took possession of my mind
Gave yourself the right
Claimed me as your own
You stole my power to make a choice
You completely destroyed my life
You crushed my will to survive and my want to live
This was your evil game of absolute destruction

Your next step was to dominate my body
I became your plaything whenever you chose to play
The games you played I did not like but I did not choose.
I tried to reach the door to run, to never again return
My hair caught between your fingers as I fell to the floor
Scared to open my eyes to see the blackness held in yours
I hid within my secret place deep inside of my mind
Here I am safe from you and unable to feel the pain
This is the place I built with walls I made of steel
I needed this place as child where I could not be found
With not a window to see out or one to be seen

I curled myself into a ball and closed my eyes tight
You began at first with your fists aimed directly at my head you stepped back I thought it was over until I felt your kick
From head to toe you kicked at me like I was not real
I took it all with not a tear would I cry for you
The beast that grew inside of you now yearning for more
Adamant for coldhearted sexual victory
Ripping at my clothing you forced my legs apart
Pausing for only a moment to spit words of filth in my face
Merciless you forced yourself inside of me with disgust


When you decided you were done filling me with your scum
I lay lifeless – cold – hurting – and in a pool of my own blood
Your hand reaching for me again I closed my eyes tight
Gripping my throat now leaving me unable to breathe
I felt myself drifting from this world and smiled with relief fingers still locked and firm you pulled me to my feet

Kissed me softly upon my lips whispering the love you felt
Hushed my reply as you began gently cleaning my wounds
Each cut you bathed with care as you promised of better days.
While I quietly recoiled in my hatred and absolute contempt
Making a silent promise to take your life as you took mine.