It Wasn'T Me..... Poem by Dev Robinson

It's amazing how you treat me, And somehow I still feel like you defeated me.
It may seem like it hurt, But trust me; it's much worse
I feel like you have been controlling me, because you said you love me but...You don't
You still love her and I feel like she is better than me.
Now I know why I felt this emptiness between you and I
She was the one you wanted in your life....
For it wasn't me.
You kept me around like a blanket, for security
I feel so drained
You've got me feeling so ashamed.
You were the one I really loved.
Now I know, because all this time she was the one you were thinking of;
For it wasn't me