Can I Live? Poems

If my world were perfect
And we were all blind
And my love had fallen
Into this state of mind
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What life of yours could pay for this false hope?
Lying, screaming, always, always for more
Tightly rolled cigarettes and hot Death smoke
On your hands and knees, you searched on the floor.
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I remember too well about falling.
And in my sleep, I said those words I hate
because all they brought me was pain and rage.
That look made me weak and left me crawling.
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I believe that this world’s clock is ticking,
Disaster around the corner,
Waiting for its next victim.
From what I have seen…
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You promised you would never hurt me
I smile and I believe.
I believe in you.
I believe I am what you make me
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You'll never know
[you'll never know]

Not who I was
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Wait for me
I'll be in my dreams
Tonight it seems that
Forever you keep me
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My eyes are full of fire
Can't I just fly away?
My mouth is full of dirt
My nose, of clay
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The connection is severed
(I no longer feel you)
What used to be is dead
(I no longer know this)
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never this far
[far away from…I need]
forgive
“hope is a [false] solution to misery”
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