Gut Feeling! Poem by Flencirose Basera

What's the purpose of rushing!
Of going headstrong into emotions!
Senseless fusion of feelings that quickly cool off!
What is the point of rushing it!
Just to satisy the body and leave the mind wondering!
Also leave the soul in turmoil!
Is it the right one!
You may never know for the one has to fit in!
Merge with the others that already exists!
Despite my best efforts!
I have been practically brought to my knees!
Weakened by the feeling I hold for one!
One who does not even have a clue!
Do I deserve to be in this situation!
Do I know what I can possess!
Do I already have it before I even hear it!
Such turmoil for one's heart's desire!
I regret my inability to express!
Though I had so many opportunities!
Can I push more boundaries?
Or will everything spin out of control!
I believe and trust what I feel!
I am comfortable in my heart!
My feelings are reciprocated only not yet verbally expressed!
I will wait patiently!
I will hold what I have dearly!
I will treasure that which is mine!
With love and respect!
The sweetest feelings have been stirred within!
Holding back has given me control yet it has put pleasure in my soul!
I will identify with the source
I will cherish the giver!
I will love the one that loves me!
It was given before I received it!