haidee blanche Poems

hehe. kulit. kulit.
singkit. paslit. guhit. galit.
liit. kulit.
damit. pusit. hithit.
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What do you want me to do?
Di ako mutant na lumilipad
Pero ipapaabot ko kay DHL
yung Seafood Cup Noodles
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I panic as you let your tears flow in front of me.

I understood that it was not about us.
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I wish to leave every strand of my past behind, to pave way for a sweet start.

Darn.
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My everyday used to be all about him.

Just. Him.
With me crashing down,
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cause and effect.
pamato panabla.

she is the cause,
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Malayo ka sa may kabilang banda,

Habang lahat ng bagay sakin ay lipas na.
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May masasamang epekto

Ang mga bagay na pilit
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It amazes me. How my silence actually mirrors my heart. It speaks of its own sanity – as it mildly pumps life to this world breathing idly. And as I exhale the silence that was already filtered from words inside me that shout of hurts, the moist of this pain drastically travels through the strange wind cruelly circling my disintegrating being.

It amazes me. How the mere silence about reality can still kill my senses, pushing further every reason to forgive, sweeping clean the strength and the will. It mercilessly blindfolds me, while keeping me awake in the middle of this lunacy.
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There’s time to spare. This is one of the things I wasn’t prepared for – the amount of unfilled time, the long parenthesis of nothing.

–Atwood, Margaret.
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