Deathwish...? Poem by donielle bower

Darkness has filled up the sky
The clouds are turning more gray
The rain falls on me
And I stand here hopelessly
The sun will not shine towards my way again
I am left alone to suffer always
Misery and pain will stay by me
It hurts too much inside
The tears I cry will be unseen
And the words i speak are not heard
My life is shattered like broken glass
Pieces cant be put back together
I wont be the same like I once was
I remain like this for a long time
I wasnt meant to be alive
And I dont belong in this world
Dreams were long gone
I live these nightmares now and forever
Cant escape even if I tried
My soul has left my body
Prepare a place for me
Show me the way to my grave
Carve the words that say to be forgotten on my tombstone
I never deserved anything good
I take my lies and secrets with me when I am burried
Its too late for me
I have given up on almost everything
Just take me away from this place
Its killing me by staying around
I wish I was dead
And I hope that it will come true
I got nothing left to loose
I am slipping away
No one could care when I vanish
Send me a deathwish
I want this all to be over with
I want this to be the end of me