Cold Cold Heart Poem by Tara Star

im so cold it hurts.
that i dont know how to feel
when theyre sad i am empty
and when theyre happy i laugh a meaningless laugh
cause i can laugh and cry at the same time
and sumthing is wrong
i dont quite know where

and when i am mad i dont show
i secretly laugh at the thought of saying 'screw you'
i dont fall in love
love's merely a word
known to the feelers
who fall in love
and fall out of love
i dont wannabe part of the game